BECOMING A BETTER BLAIR
When I started to build this space, I never thought I would be sharing my feelings so intimately. What to share and what to keep as mine has been a huge barrier for me as I've worked through creating content / finding my voice.
The thing is, these are the words that came to me. Words on how I feel is what poured out of me. The more I wrote, the happier I became. A cathartic release. So I am going with it. Authenticity is the goal for this project. Filtering out my feelings is the antithesis of that.
I've given myself permission to make this a space where I can explore the world that works inside me. To observe how it plays with the world we live in. I have so many different emotions, amebas of different tinglings. Sharing them here makes me feel vulnerable. These stories are real. They are me. And here they are on the internet.
My hypothesis is that exposing how I really feel will help face for-real fears and manifest healthy changes. That it will facilitate authenticity and growth. I have to believe that we can change the world through the energy created from inside. This is the most blatant experiment in that theory.
Here it is.